I am truly sorry.
Please accept this apology. because I really mean it from my heart.
Over the years I had become so hurt and angry that many times I did not listen or see, but just lashed out.
I held onto hate that was sent my way( some not all deserved) and it built up in me and caused me to behave in ways that my heart does not care for.
I have hurt my friends here and myself.
I have done a lot of soul searching and I am at peace with who I am and I am at peace with all of you.
I love each and every one of you. And I mean that.
Each of you has touched my life in ways you will never know.
Sorry for the downer syrupy post, but ALL of you really deserved a apology from me.
And I hope that each of you have seen a difference in me since I have been back.
It took a while. But I have finally grown up. < well lets don't get carried away with that part yet ok lol >> I am still me.
This is a good group of people. We all need to heal now from many things that have happened along our journey with each other.
now lets have a damn good time!
oh, and no, this doesn't mean im not going poke an eye out occasionally. because I will..
Good night for now, I think..
Please accept this apology. because I really mean it from my heart.
Over the years I had become so hurt and angry that many times I did not listen or see, but just lashed out.
I held onto hate that was sent my way( some not all deserved) and it built up in me and caused me to behave in ways that my heart does not care for.
I have hurt my friends here and myself.
I have done a lot of soul searching and I am at peace with who I am and I am at peace with all of you.
I love each and every one of you. And I mean that.
Each of you has touched my life in ways you will never know.
Sorry for the downer syrupy post, but ALL of you really deserved a apology from me.
And I hope that each of you have seen a difference in me since I have been back.
It took a while. But I have finally grown up. < well lets don't get carried away with that part yet ok lol >> I am still me.
This is a good group of people. We all need to heal now from many things that have happened along our journey with each other.
now lets have a damn good time!
oh, and no, this doesn't mean im not going poke an eye out occasionally. because I will..
Good night for now, I think..