With Nueroendocrine cancer your hormone levels are whacked and those high levels spread the cancer.......I have been doing pretty good the last year and a half, but driving on the interstate, I reverted back to my crazy fight mode. I mean there is no reason to get in a confrontation with another driver when you are speeding along at seventy five in a Prius. However........I am minding my own business with cruise control on and I go by this older van.......no big deal. I get about a hundred yards up the road from him and I am in the right lane when he passes me....no problem.....I have the cruise on at seventy five, but lo and behold a truck is coming up so I move into the left lane......however the van suddenly gets to the front of the truck and puts his brakes on......he slows down slower than the truck as the truck nearly passes him. This goes on for about thirty seconds, and the van speeds up and passes......I pass the truck and figure the van had some kind of issue, and although he made me turn my cruise control off, no big deal.......until the next truck about a mile down the road. He is a couple hundred yards in front of me when all of a sudden he gets even with the cab and again puts his brake lights on and begins slowing down so the truck is passing him in the right lane.....again my cruise goes off......and so does my fight response.....I get by the truck and immediately veer into the right lane and hit it getting up to 92 as I scream by the van, and then back into the left lane.....my turn.....I get up to a truck about a mile further as the van is trying to catch me and brakes as I slow to the speed of the truck......I did not spend thirty seconds.....I spent three minutes riding right next to the truck and hitting my brakes every minute or so and then bam.......back to ninety something and about a mile up the road another truck, and yep.......I hit the brakes and go about two minutes this time.....the guy is crazy now that I have beat him at his own game, and he floors the van and passes me as I smile and slowly exit to get gas.........the worst part......I enjoyed messing with him......this is something a normal person would not do......and if he had stopped at the gas station, I probably would have had a physical confrontation......this is not how I behave when I am well, and sadly I do not get tested until June on my hormone levels but I am afraid the new will not be good......because it gets worse.
I took a break from playing poker and went to the bar to watch the Kansas game last night.......I order my hotdog and a diet coke and pay. Well the hot dog comes and the bartender brings it right to my spot, but instead of putting it on the bar where I am watching the game, he puts it on a shelf behind the bar and immediately gets a beer for his buddy who just came to the waitress station. They are talking, and there is my damn hot dog sitting on the shelf in plain site.....and I am hungry. I then do something I never do to a service person, I raise my voice and say "can I have my damn hot dog"......the bartender says nothing as he reaches for the hotdog and hands it to another customer who was standing to my left..........the next order out of the kitchen was my hot dog......I have become this total aggressive in your face dick, and rather than just keeping my mouth shut like I would 99 percent of the time when I was healthy......I insult the bartender who just was absolutely silent because he was embarrassed for me.
At least the dog is happy to see me.
I took a break from playing poker and went to the bar to watch the Kansas game last night.......I order my hotdog and a diet coke and pay. Well the hot dog comes and the bartender brings it right to my spot, but instead of putting it on the bar where I am watching the game, he puts it on a shelf behind the bar and immediately gets a beer for his buddy who just came to the waitress station. They are talking, and there is my damn hot dog sitting on the shelf in plain site.....and I am hungry. I then do something I never do to a service person, I raise my voice and say "can I have my damn hot dog"......the bartender says nothing as he reaches for the hotdog and hands it to another customer who was standing to my left..........the next order out of the kitchen was my hot dog......I have become this total aggressive in your face dick, and rather than just keeping my mouth shut like I would 99 percent of the time when I was healthy......I insult the bartender who just was absolutely silent because he was embarrassed for me.
At least the dog is happy to see me.