decline and weakness make me think if I do not get into the trial by mid May, I will be too weak by mid June. I will give it one week before applying pressure, but I am afraid I needed this a year ago. I am not sure I will survive the procedure. Oh well, it has been a horrible day of pain and 9 bathroom visits....this chit is getting real. I had to get assistance to carry a piece of plexiglass two feet by three feet because I was too weak to hold it with one hand. I am losing patience. I am losing a bit of my positive attitude about the decline.....it has become 24/7 misery.
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