Dying is easy so far. It will get much more difficult, but for right now I have never been happier. Losing Z hurt. He was so full of tomorrow, and I am convinced that positive attitude kept him going. I am happy because I have structured short term goals which require incredible hard physical work, and I do not give a hoot about my diminished capacity. The scrotum and penis filling with blood after my arterial plug leaked when doing four loads of sod, was an eye opener, but I am happy to report that little seaoat and the boyz have got most of their color back, and everything is working fine.
I am sorry to say this, I really wish Mr. Markle well, but it is so much better on this forum not dealing with spam. If people were coming on here selling tennis shoes and balloons, and nothing was done about it, I would have been gone years ago. It is not about political philosophy. It is about integrity and honesty. I just would not associate with a liar in the real world, and I certainly do not need somebody using spam to make a forum experience unpleasant. I will die like everybody here someday, and not one bit of sadness has to be connected to when I leave because unlike Z I fully expect what is coming and know the routine. Z was a good man. He did not want Mr. Markle banned. I did not want him banned the first time, but after giving him the supreme court case which clearly established that gross negligence in handling classified material was not a crime, and after explaining it five times.....he continued to lie. I am done with him. I hope he lives comfortably with his prostate issues, and I hope he enjoys his other forums, but I 100% agree with boards on the second banning.